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I posted in my a WhatsApp status with the slide I was working with. It was the title of my presentation.
Then, Octa, a teacher from my former sekolah dampingan asked for the slides. I said yes, after I was at home and could reach my laptop.
In my heart said, "Well, this is my BIG work, and you can have it for free. However, I can give the slides and I don't know if you can harvest any advantage from it, or at least use it for your own shake."
And, to cut the story short, I sent her the slides. You know, what she said as soon as I saw the slides accepted. "What is this, Miss?"
Her question is like an unpredictable thunder hit my heart. Why did she give me that question. Didn't she ask for my slides.
Gosh! She didn't remember what she asked which I thought it was so important.
I replied her question by making thread to what she asked. I wrote, "You asked for this, didn't you?"
She replied lightly, "Yes, thank you."
And then end. It is like a vast , dark, and blank silent between us. She he didn't say anything after that. And she disappeared leave me in a big and black question "Why did she ask if see doesn't need it?"
She didn't know how heavy my chest is when she just responded yes. I thought she asked because she needed it and it would be important for her. Alas it was only a small stale and pointless talk.
It took me around 10 hours to finish that slides. I treat it as a masterpiece of my shop mine presentations and visualization. Yet, it didn't mean like that for her. So then, from this occurrence I can learn that what I think big from my point of view is not as big as what I had in my mind from others point of view.